Be a Transparent Man, What can I do ? What should I do ? (4)

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Why I dont go to enjoy relaxed computer game,
Why I watch World Cup after all night,
I still such laboriously write the articl ?
It is for the SUCH SPECIAL PHENOMENON of a Transparent Man !
It is for the justness I want
--- just a JUSTNESS !!! ...... ......

Be a Transparent Man, What can I do ? What should I do ? (1)
Be a Transparent Man, What can I do ? What should I do ? (2)
Be a Transparent Man, What can I do ? What should I do ? (3)

Be a Transparent Man, What can I do ? What should I do ? (4)

(Front continues)
And further studying of this case, there are some traces to be confirmed objectively.

1# The "murmur whisper" around me, as if "the sound under threshold", a sensitive person will feel it, the better effect in the still of night. Thinking me personal, the radiating extent of "murmur whisper" putting me as the centre of a circle will widen day by day if no those "knock noises" (e.g. continual construction noises) always follow me.

2# Telepathy with the the Radiobroadcaster or the TV newscaster.

3# Further, if I have strong love and hate mood or constrainedly promote my attention with the far radio-room, I feel I can affect ambience of the far radio-room and the smooth talk of radiobroadcaster. Now I avoid this kind thing replacing stop listening or watching if I dont like the info received.
Lately it seemed only one time happened with listening the VOA (Voice of America) Chinese Station half a year ago. As if the program is hosted by "Yangchen", and only one time I feel unhappy when I hear the introduction of the city "Shanghai", the "hurt-heart city" for me.
At that time I thought it happened intentional because of knowing of me listening. And later in one program the host talk about the "Magic" with a telephone listener, sportively and homely. After that the style of host changed as a passional, comparatively exaggerative and high raising intonation.
On my original idea, I just want to listen but become others' burden. So I listen fewer and fewer, now just listen the one program about the Situation of Taiwan Straits on weekend.

4# Feeling me personal, when I call a telephone, the "murmur whisper" also around the telephone receiver. Maybe it can be found in the telephonograph as a extremely slight background sound.

It needs the help of those Radiobroadcasters or the TV newscasters to confirm the "OBJECTIVITY" of [2#] [3#] above. I know that it will face the stress to make a outspoken fact with this kind weird phenomenon. I also know that they are the lowest in News System. Under the environment of modern market economy nowadays, they were the first of personnel adjusted, layoffs and dismissal etc. But in this I still make an appeal to them, expressly the internal, it is a great significance as imagining as well. And if lucky there is a million dollars prize to take perhaps. Click to see:
http://www.randi.org/research/index.html

Whatever the help coming from outside being or not, the key stone of my future effort is to let it widely known, focus under the public eyes. Essentially, the main harm of "murmur whisper" after the first affright with it appearing, is a interactive process of psychology, in which, through the public voice or other stress made intentionally, let the victim's psychology to "apologetic", "embarrassing", "painful" and "unbearable", and finally let the victim hurting self with bad psychology.

For the essential with extreme negative and deeply root in Devil, it does not dare to open under the real sunshine at all, it does not dare to duel face to face at all .... All the antagonism is underlying, allusive and other "real-life matter" connect as an adjunct or associated condition or part, with intentionally or unintentionally .... in the end, the final offer to the victim also is underlying and allusive, but open deal !!!

(translating to be continued)

the Finished Chinese Version, click
http://tanweekly.blogspot.com/2006/05/chinese-be-transparent-man-what-can-i.html

tanweekly
June 19, 2006
Guangzhou

Be a Transparent Man, What can I do ? What should I do ? (3)

Why I dont go to enjoy relaxed computer game,
Why I watch World Cup after all night,
I still such laboriously write the articl ?
It is for the SUCH SPECIAL PHENOMENON of a Transparent Man !
It is for the justness I want
--- just a JUSTNESS !!! ...... ......

Be a Transparent Man, What can I do ? What should I do ? (1)
Be a Transparent Man, What can I do ? What should I do ? (2)

Be a Transparent Man, What can I do ? What should I do ? (3)

(Front continues)
Now what I know a little more than ever only is: "I am a Transparent Man" ....
(the personal POSSIBLE view of the cause of becoming a Transparent Man will be written later)

For a Transparent Man, it is man-made all around me. What can I do ? Can I get a better life through personal effort myself ? Now my muddling real-life state is not the life I want .... and, the key problem is, for me except the outside trouble in real-life, the inside trouble under my body about that "murmur whisper" near my ears or in my head ceaselessly. How can I get a better life in such condition, if I really hold some own money ?

What should I do ?

Because of the personal concealment with the "murmur whisper" harrying ceaselessly, it is unbelievable to bring out. And some state of "Schizophrenia" in modern medicine are similar with it, obscuring the essence between these two. This wrong opinion will make a "Second Harm" of sociological meaning to victim, sometimes the harm is higher than normal. I guess, more tolerance and more understanding the society having will better help the victim coping with the "murmur whisper" harrying ceaselessly, maybe it will retrieve victim's confidence to the society. And another, facing forward but sliding over, it will accumulate the material of studying, a large numbers and real objectivity for the possible "Future Science".

(translating to be continued)
i am sorry to waste time watching World Cup, no more words

the Finished Chinese Version, click
http://tanweekly.blogspot.com/2006/05/chinese-be-transparent-man-what-can-i.html

tanweekly
June 12, 2006
Guangzhou

Be a Transparent Man, What can I do ? What should I do ? (2)

sometimes I hear my self think ,
why I such laboriously write the articles ?
take easy, enjoy life, everyone want to have it ,
include me --- IF NO SUCH SPECIAL PHENOMENON EXIST !!!

Be a Transparent Man, What can I do ? What should I do ? (1)

Be a Transparent Man, What can I do ? What should I do ? (2)

(Front continues)
There is a so-called public "Earthbound Opinion" of judging of my "event", which willfully ignores the premise of the Transparent Man being and my strait state, but launches out the "Earthbound Value": holding on reality, being a everyday people, normal state and such words etc. This kind problem is not merely a simple question about logic thought of cause and effect, but a artifice using of intercourse in real established society. It is easy understood by a man which has general sense and insight.

So if the "intercourse artifice" has been a core of their Value Judgement and Society Act, for you flinging the verbalism with ulterior motives away and for me putting the superorganic logic with Value Judgement down, no longer discusses pure impersonal science and truth, let us just talk about "artifice". Maybe I should specially write a article for it, the headline is: the discussing and advice about "artifice" with "Maximal behoof and least damage". (I think I will write it later, SIGN this)

by the way, some words of another motif written as a annotation, click for reading the finished Chinese Version, the English Version will translate soon.
http://tanweekly.blogspot.com/2006/05/chinese-accessory-1.html (Chinese)
http://tanweekly.blogspot.com/2006/07/accessory-1-of-main-article.html (English)

(follow the words of the above annotation)
So, my real life include looking for work, getting a part-time job and so on etc, is always chaotic and roily uncalled with many matters. At that time I have not known that there is a state of "Transparent Man" in the world. It is unprecedented, no case before and will be none later.

what can I do ?

I remember, once I joined a English training courses of the Area Amployment agency for the unemployed ability improving. Between about 20 classmates, any kinds people are being --- not merely the unemployed --- include the salesman, the top executive of accountant office with foreign contact, even a Chief of a bureau in medical system with his secretary. The teacher, purportedly self contacted with Fudan University and taught the English of the TV station clerk which keep contact yet, is a adult evening school teacher.

(In those days, I have a fuzzy feeling about the contact of telepathy with the TV newscaster. But at that time I always think that if I close the television, the contact also cut off. So, beforetime I did my intimate thing --- e.g. water closet --- always closed the TV frist. Now, what a surprise, the contact of "Transparent Man" would never cut off, even the television is closed.)

At first, the class ambience is natural, students study happily, teacher teach agreeably. And later, a series of event happened, like the kind things before, but beat all that it happened in such a short-term training courses. One day, that top executive of accountant office with foreign contact, a middle age woman which sat in front of me, got to the classroom and said that last midnight outside the windows of her high-rise flat there was a thief speeling and caused her to be scared. It never happened before .... later, some ceiling fan was bad. For the weather of midsummer, the classmates had no choice but to find the seat under the ceiling fan running well .... later, transferred to another school's classroom to study, and there is large continual construction noise outside the windows ....

At last, I completed this course of more than ten times training without any classmateship. What a matter of pity ! It should be known that I am a grad of technical secondary school with "Tax and Accounting", and it is helpful to my employment if I am familiar with that top executive.

As of now I haven't known what the truth was ? From my experience self, people often fall in because of wrong judgement in complex society .... red face, white face; faithful role, deceitful role .... For the person of "Read mind technique" or "Brainwash technique", many man-made event, it is happened by wire-puller aiming at your frame of mind at all.

(translating to be continued)

the Finished Chinese Version, click
http://tanweekly.blogspot.com/2006/05/chinese-be-transparent-man-what-can-i.html

tanweekly
June 5, 2006
Guangzhou